I should have thought of this sooner....

Yesterday I got this idea to start a blog to express all of my feelings to my two girls whom I gave up for adoption. I have spent hours online looking for any news about how they are and searched endless hours in hopes of finding even one photo....I know that they will look for me when they are older but I miss them SOOO MUCH. Words cannot express. I see them in my dreams, but I am sure they have changed over the years....I hope they are healthy and happy and want to let them know that I love them and can't wait to see them again someday.